The sky exploding

I'd like to say that things have gotten better from here on, that I woke up today and there were heavy snow flakes in the blue sky. My way to work was awesome and I thought about all of the exciting events of my day! Bahahahahaha!

It started that way. I like a pattern. Wake up, put on some music, shower, do my hair & make-up, grab something that looks nice to wear. The less I like work, the less I like mornings, and I am a morning person! 
Now not so much, I drag myself out of bed, don't shower (you can tell if I like my job if I shower more often to go), throw on something that could be considered yoga pants with underwear lines, and stare at the sky from my kitchen. Recently I have been dragging myself, standing aimlessly in my kitchen hoping the sky will explode and I won't have to go to work. The sky exploding! Could you imagine! There is no way I could go in today if the sky just exploded!!! Then I check the clock, after avoiding all of the possible options for going to work I bundle up to a gray sky and go.

I walk to work now with the previous days replaying in my head, like post traumatic stress. I have nightmares about meetings, I actually had the one where you forgot to wear pants! I have never had that dream!!

-There was the time I was not allowed to have lunch (while everyone else on my project did), then I have dreams about what I could have said...
-The time I was told to work late, at 5pm, when I was done with my assignments and walking out the door to a doctor apointment...
-Or more recently when I was sick and April was calling me and having others call me to find documents that I have sent her numerous times...
-Or catching Mr. O playing solitaire on his computer, in the middle of the day, when we were under deadlines and he had asked me numerous times how it was going (granted that is literally all he can do, seriously, he can't even type)... 

I want to hide under my desk or unlearn English so April, Mr. O & Joe won't speak to me. FML...

If you hated your job what could make you like it more?